Refugees from Gn'R
and STP are clean, sober and in the pocket
By GAVIN EDWARDS
Duff
McKagan is explaining how to have a good
time backstage. McKagan, formerly the
bassist for Guns n' Roses, is something
of an expert on this topic: He has consumed
drugs and drink in such vast quantities,
his pancreas exploded. "You get third-degree
burns on the inside of your intestine and
your stomach," McKagan says. "For
a lot of people, they split their skin
open to get the steam out. I had morphine
in this arm for the pain, and then I had
lithium in this arm for the d.t.'s."
So, a little weather-beaten at age forty
but improbably still alive, McKagan demonstrates
his latest concoction: "You take the
Total cereal and you mix it with the granola,
then you add the rice milk, and you've
really got something."
All of McKagan's bandmates in Velvet
Revolver have similar tales of excess
from before they got straight. Guitarist
Slash, also of Guns n' Roses: "We took the days
of the charter 727 to a whole new level
of debauchery. I'd be aisle-surfing with
a cigarette in my mouth when the plane
took off -- we obeyed no aviation rules
whatsoever." Guitarist Dave Kushner,
formerly of Dave Navarro's band: "I
knocked out all my teeth when I was drunk
and running across Sunset Boulevard." Lead
singer Scott Weiland, formerly of Stone
Temple Pilots: "I had a fucking horrendous
heroin habit." Drummer Matt Sorum,
also formerly of Guns n' Roses: "I've
never been arrested like Scott, but I guarantee
I did more drugs. I've been to Colombia.
I bought the shit for three dollars a gram."
Backstage at Detroit's State Theatre,
five wardrobe cases are shoved close together.
On top of Slash's case is his trademark
top hat. McKagan's case is decorated with
a picture of a princess, colored by one
of his two young daughters. Weiland and
Slash also have young children; the tour
will take a break for a month this summer
when Slash's second child is born. Legendarily
sybaritic movie producer Robert Evans came
up with the baby's name: Cash.
In a corner of the room, Slash quietly
noodles on his guitar, playing the lick
to David Bowie's "China Girl." He
talks about how Bowie dated his mom after
Slash's parents split, why he thinks John
Fogerty is a prick and the wisdom gleaned
from a life on the road: "There's
nothing worse than a bunch of guys on a
bus watching porno movies. It triggers
a chain reaction of debauchery and hospital
visits."
Sorum struts into the room, cheerful
and loud. "This is the part of the night
where I take my pants off and get my cock
out," he announces, and proceeds to
do just that. He looks much leaner than
he did during his Guns years; he says he
lost thirty-five pounds after he stopped
drinking. "A good cigar is better
than crack," he says jovially. Weiland
applies his eyeliner silently, hunched
over his mirror, enjoying the camaraderie
but remaining a little apart.
Nobody would have guessed the five members
of Velvet Revolver would all be alive in
2004, much less making music together as
good as their powerhouse new album, Contraband.
But they all seem genuinely pleased to
be part of a band, sober and well-behaved.
They're all mature enough now to know that
being a rock star is fundamentally a ludicrous
occupation but immature enough to want
to do it anyway.
This can't be a supergroup," says
Kushner. "Otherwise I wouldn't be
in it." The former members of Guns
n' Roses emphasize that they didn't form
this group to thumb their collective nose
at Axl Rose -- although, as Sorum puts
it, "Axl Rose was a training ground
for everything that you could possibly
ever imagine to test your patience." Guns
n' Roses' last real album was 1993's The
Spaghetti Incident? "We got off the
road and we spent, like, three years fucking
around," Sorum says. "I think
Axl just got afraid." Rose got ownership
of the band's name, and in 1996 he fired
Slash, announcing the move with a bizarre
fax to MTV (it began, "Due to overwhelming
enthusiasm and that 'dive in and find the
monkey' attitude . . . "). The same
fax promised the imminent release of "a
new Guns n' Roses 12 song minimum recording
with three original 'B' sides"; nearly
eight years later, little more than the
title, Chinese Democracy, has emerged.
Sorum says Rose fired him the following
year for sticking up for Slash. "I
said, 'We need Slash.' He said, 'Fuck that,
I'm Guns n' Roses, I don't need Slash.'
I said, 'I think you're mistaken.' " Sorum
shakes his head sadly. McKagan quit soon
after, leaving Rose with a posse of hired
Guns. Work on Chinese Democracy continues
to this day.
"I don't know any more than you do," Slash
says of Chinese Democracy. "There's
only a couple of songs with vocals on it
-- I know that for a fact. But it will
come out one of these days." Since
then, Slash has played with his band Snakepit
and lent guitar parts to everyone from
Rod Stewart to Ray Charles. Sorum was doing
production and soundtracks, and McKagan
worked on an undergraduate finance degree
at Seattle University, pulling down a 4.0
GPA his freshman year. (He's still a semester
shy of graduating.)
In April 2002, the former Gunners reunited
for a benefit concert, with Buckcherry
frontman Josh Todd on vocals. Discovering
how much they enjoyed playing together,
they recruited Kushner, fired Todd and
started looking for a lead singer . . .
and then they kept looking, and looked
some more. They placed ads reading "Unnamed
artist looking for singer-songwriter somewhere
in the realm of early Alice Cooper/Steve
Tyler, the harder-edged side of McCartney
and Lennon." McKagan says they listened
to every tape and CD they were sent, well
over a thousand, ranging from Axl sound-alikes
to William Hung sound-alikes.
"We'd start optimistic, and after
six hours we all just wanted to slit our
throats," claims Slash.
Sorum says, "I was the most frustrated.
I didn't make the money Slash and Duff
made with Guns -- Axl's done everything
in his power to fuck me out of royalties." So
they practiced and auditioned singers such
as Travis Meeks (Days of the New) -- they
knew they could mount a one-shot tour with
just about anybody on vocals but wanted
something more potent. And then Scott Weiland
became available.
"Stone Temple Pilots never had an
official breakup," Weiland says, "but
the split was horrible." As Weiland
tells the story, he and guitarist Dean
DeLeo almost got into a fistfight in the
dressing room at their last gig; on the
previous tour, they had gotten high together,
so when DeLeo cleaned up and accused Weiland
of still using heroin, Weiland found it
hypocritical.
Weiland's addiction was messy, public
and, with some frequency, resulted in his
being arrested. In 2000, he finished nearly
a year in prison after violating his probation
for prior drug charges. Perhaps even more
problematical, he had come to hate rock. "But
I can't dance without a loud live band
with that kinetic energy," he says. "I
need the air moving." Weiland's wife
and McKagan's wife, both former models,
are friends -- they colluded to have Weiland
join the band. In May 2003, five days after
Weiland announced the contracts had been
signed, he was arrested for narcotics possession.
The band publicly reaffirmed its support
for Weiland, but Sorum admits, "It
was emotionally hard. I had to let myself
not get my hopes up, and having been there,
you know that nothing you say will do any
good. That person has to get honest with
himself about what's going on in his life." Weiland
was sentenced to three years' probation,
and then last October he was arrested on
charges of driving under the influence
of alcohol and drugs after a traffic accident
in Hollywood -- charges he still disputes.
That time, the court ordered him to a detox
program and six months in a group-living
center.
"Duff was a huge inspiration to me," Weiland
says. "A lot of people who don't know
him, they just think he's an alcohol--
and drug-addled rock star married to a
hot chick. In actuality, he means what
he says, he says what he means. He's a
great father, a loving husband, I like
the way he handles his finances." McKagan
introduced Weiland to the program that
has gotten him clean: an intense martial-arts
retreat in the mountains outside Seattle.
McKagan's own analysis of his relationship
with Weiland is more concise: "You
can't bullshit a bullshitter."
I'm sick of talking about heroin and
cocaine," Weiland
says. "I'm sick of talking about what
it's like to be in the back of a cop car." He's
sufficiently tired of being the punch line
for addiction jokes that he recently posted
an open letter on Velvet Revolver's Web
site, saying that after this Rolling Stone
article, he plans to take a long hiatus
from doing interviews. So I ask him what
he wants to make clear.
"I kicked my heroin habit a year
ago, in May," he says. "I only
used three or four times in the last year,
and I've been completely abstinent for
over six months. It's been printed that
I was arrested for drunk driving. The alleged
DUI that I got, I passed that field sobriety
test, but I told them I was on my prescription
medicines for bipolar disorder, so they
had to give me a urinalysis. And I am not
on fucking work furlough." This last
misconception particularly rankles Weiland:
He wants it understood that he's not serving
time, he's in court-ordered rehab. There's
an 11:30 curfew; two nights a week, he
can stay with his wife and two children.
He has permission to tour, although he
has to fly back to California about once
a week to stay in the group home. "I'm
being a good boy," he says, "but
I'm tired of group living. If it were up
to me, I wouldn't be living in a sober
fraternity house."
It's after midnight. The inky hills of
the Midwest roll by us as the tour bus
speeds down the interstate. Weiland talks
about other things, like growing up in
suburban Ohio, when a snow day meant an
all-day session of Dungeons and Dragons.
He slowly relaxes, and even laughs. No
matter what we talk about, though, he keeps
bringing the conversation back to addiction
and its consequences, and his shoulders
keep hunching up with tension.
Weiland's wife, Mary, kicked him out
and filed for divorce, telling him that
if he got clean, maybe she'd take him
back. (They reconciled before the divorce
was finalized.) "She sat on my chest and
said, 'I don't need a fucking kid, I need
a fucking man.' To get her back, I had
to figure out how selfish I was. I'm not
an asshole -- I'm a good guy most of the
time - but I was this completely selfish
person." Weiland's brand of selfishness
was the sort where he seriously considered
suicide.
The Velvet song "Slither" describes
those self-destructive urges. Weiland was
caught in a tape loop of addiction, and
suicide felt like the only way he'd be
able to stop. Then he realized he couldn't
kill himself because of how it would affect
his children, which made him even more
miserable; he didn't seem to have any options
at all. "Eventually God intervened," he
says. "In the shape of a black-and-white
car."
Against their better judgment, Velvet
Revolver are doing a "meet and greet" in
Chicago. This means they sit behind a table
in the Riviera Theater's basement, signing
autographs for radio-station employees,
record-company reps and three Chicago Bears.
Sorum, as usual, is the most jovial. Slash,
sweet but shy, clearly would rather be
playing guitar -- he always worries before
a show that he'll forget how.
Handed a Velvet Revolver photo to sign,
Weiland starts doodling on his own face,
using a Sharpie to give himself a big mop
of black curly hair. He shows off his handiwork,
saying, "It's kind of weird, Slash,
how you and I have the same hair."
Contraband has some excellent songs,
especially the confessional power ballads "Fall
to Pieces" and "Loving the Alien," but
too many fast-and-sludgy songs that blur
together. But onstage the music has an
extra sheen of sweat. The group plays most
of Contraband, plus two STP songs and three
G n' R songs, including "Mr. Brownstone" and "It's
So Easy" (selected not because of
their druggy lyrics but because Weiland
could handle those parts of Rose's vocal
range). They even cover Nirvana's "Negative
Creep" -- although Kurt Cobain couldn't
stand G n' R, and the very notion might
have given him a stomachache.
After the show, Sorum, Kushner and McKagan
go out to the empty theater to meet some
fans who have lingered. One of them knew
McKagan years ago, and she tells him a
story about hanging out a decade earlier,
when he was dating her friend Bobbi, who's
currently dating Def Leppard's Joe Elliott.
McKagan had fallen and fractured his ankle.
As he was being wheeled into the hospital,
McKagan threw money at the group, shouting, "Go
buy a twelve-pack!"
McKagan listens in blank amazement;
he doesn't remember it at all. So much
of his life then was spent in an alcoholic
blackout, he doesn't even remember marrying
his first wife. "I was dating Bobbi?" he
says finally. For Velvet Revolver, life
as sober adults has many surprises, not
least how their drunken reputations have
lasted longer than their hangovers.
Sorum, as usual, doesn't worry about
it. "If
people have a problem with us not snorting
coke and drinking Jack Daniel's? Fuck 'em.
They ain't snorted half of Colombia, like
I have."